oh Great

i only want to look on yahoo japan for the new Cast prix with Kazuki on Cover and what i saw?!
AGAIN Road of Budokan ;____;
6 Days one bidder and 1000 Yen.... and me? haven't money ;_____;
my mother can't lend me money >----<
i'll hate it! i'll hate it Really ;___;
Why they always put that in when i haven't money? >.>
well... i will watching it maybe the luck is on my side and Toysnjoys will give my my money back
or Demyx can lend it to me or maybe i will find someone other who can lend it to me Q___Q
a 5 time i can't accept to lose that photobook Q_____Q
i need a damn job... ;____; why the fuck i don't find one? ;____;
i'm so sad now i know i don't win this again.....